I’m Not Sad Anymore

Praise Report from Los Angeles County Jail

Two weeks ago Gomez (Name changed for security purposes) came up after the worship service.  “I get it,  I understand!  I’ve been thinking about it, and now I know why Jesus died on the cross.  I get it.  Today I get it.”  He was full of joy.  Later, he asked me to pray that God would help Him be right with his wife.  I could sense his intensity while we prayed, and we both cried.

This Sunday, I was talking about how God changes our hearts and emotions.  He frees us from anger and bitterness.  He teaches us to bless instead of curse.  We need a Savior to fix our messed up lives … and God gets the glory for doing it (Jesus’ name means “Savior” in Hebrew).

Gomez interrupted, and asked if he could share something.

He started slowly, “I’m a three striker.  I’m looking at 57 years (in prison).  When I first came to (dorm number), I was trying to think of how to hang myself.  I was so sad.  I kept trying to think of how to hang myself.  I was trying to hang myself (he put his hand to his throat), and  Sheriff kicked down the door and arrested me … violence and domestic violence.  I was so depressed.  I looked at the window and … I was so sad.”

He started talking excitedly, “God changed me! I told my public defender, I’m praying for you!  She said, What are you praying for me for?  I said, That God would bless you!  She said, What  @#&* happened  to you?!?!???”

He was almost giddy with praise, “I know that I have to follow God and do it His way, if I am ever going to be good with my wife.   I don’t expect her ever talk to me because I (beat her), but if I ever get to be with her again, I know I have to do it God’s way.  If I ever going to be good with my kids, I have to do it God’s way.  Now, when I look at the window, I thank God for another day!  I’m not sad anymore. “

“God even changed the judge!”, he said with a stunned look on his face. “ The judge started talking rehab instead.  I can’t believe it! “

He finished with, “I thank God for (an inmate in his dorm). He is telling me (about God)!”

… I was done, I didn’t want to say another word …

At least six guys in his dorm have completed the Fundamentals of the Faith workbook to earn a study Bible.  After the service, I had the privilege of delivering another study Bible to a new believer in his dorm, who finished Fundamentals of the Faith.  God is doing amazing things in a dorm full of violent gang members.

Ask God to help you recognize something fresh to praise Him for.  God is awesome!  Unfortunately, too often, I am looking the other way and miss it.

About Chaplain Dan

My desire in setting up this website is to encourage, equip and assist Christians with the Biblical gift of Discerning Spirits and help them use it to bring glory to God. If the gift is from the Holy Spirit, then the end results should be praise to God and the fruit of love, joy, peace, hope, self-control, and freedom from addiction oppression and bondage. This website is a tool to help you bridge from shock and wonder into fruitful service that brings glory to God.
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